tracy-ameen

I find myself getting farther and farther away from my work... my real work.  My life has gotten in the way of itself, and doesnt seem to want to move at least not forward.  I'm not sure if I'm drowning or not, because I'm still breathing, but my chest feels heavy and my eyes unfocused.  I have goals and mean to finish them but its as if I'm running the opposite direction of the finishline.

To think I have work in the White house, sold pieces to Whoopi Goldberg, and yet Im on the verge of losing everything I have, including my heath... Trying to regain my artistic momentum is proving most difficult. Im not sure but is it when you suffer more while your alive make your art more valuable? i could really use now, heh.  Well in any case, I must keep moving...